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Crazy people doing crazy stuff

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I admit it.
I'm crazy here.
Lost track in life and choose to be a little while crazy.
So, here i'm going to do crazy things to release my stress and WTF.
AHHH!!! Kis-My-FT2!! CRAZY in LOVE ♥

Fitness

It's time to fit up myself.
Very fed up my body that are getting fat...
Last time I will not care my body becoming what and what,
But right now,
I have to admit it.
It is an annoying to watch my body getting bigger and bigger.
Wow.
Must stop eating and get some exercise.

Wish me luck on getting slim.
Slim Serena, here I come!

STresS!

wanna shout out loud...
wanna cry out loud...
it's very sure that i'm not good at working UNDER STRESS!!
i just want my life to be ordinary and live with everyday full of smile...
why you have to tell me this kind of things?
it's making me fear of EVERYTHING.
i admit, i'm a coward.
that's why i cannot dream of greatest.
i just want a peaceful life and nothing to worry except paying the bills...
but without the income, i completely out of money...
NO!
did i just tell myself that i'm not giving up easily?
LOOK NOW!
i'm a coward!!
DAMN IT!

must calm down and take things easily.
nothing to worry.
it's just a part of the life and everyone been through there...
why can't i?
why can't i?
i will cross it no matter what's ahead!
TAKE IT EASY!

10000 of why-ss

great.
this is my 10 years later life...
full of betray and lies...
this is happening so GREAT.
actually kinda shock and pain..center of the heart.
great.
very great..
so, why should i have of friends since my life will be full of betray and lies?
why should i have to be so kind since my life will be full of punish?
why should i have to be so hardworking since my life will be poor?

WATCH ME!!!
I WILL CHANGE ALL THE NONSENSE TALKS!
JUST SIT THERE AND WATCH ME!
I'M NOT GOING TO BUY THAT!
I'M NOT GOING TO BELIEVE THAT!
BECAUSE! INSIDE 'BELIEVE' LIVE A 'LIE'!

it's not that i'm superstitious or what,
it just i don't wan to be control by what they called 'fate'.
i,control my life and NO ONE AND NOTHING is going to TAKE CONTROL it!

WATCH ME!
SERENA IS GOING TO CHANGE THE NONSENSE THINGS!

CORRUPTED

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first time.
this is the very first time.
my company computer is worse than my laptop.
excuse me.
you can't blame me that the computer is corrupted just because i'm in the high speed!
things are going to be very fast,
and there's no time for me to key in one by one,
AND,
you're the one who told me to BE FAST!
so,
please ask someone to come and fix it or just change the computer into the latest model.
since your company have so many money...
it doesn't hurt a lot if you change one desktop computer.
so,
i might suggest it if there's another meeting.
xixi~

BY the way,
i way too stress!
it's already two month,
and now she rely on me to do the job ALONE!
not that i cannot but i don't have the confidence to make it perfectly correct!
MAN!
i'm just an ordinary human not a GENIUS.( ya, sometimes i thought i was the genius.><)
try the best of it...
bless me!

i can't say 'NO' to music

listen to all kind of music(actually just japanese music if you insist me to let you know whatim ACTUALLY listening...)
i find it very interesting.
obviously, i can't say 'no' to music.
MAN!
music is kind of my life!
love singing~
if i had a chance to learn back my piano skill,
by right now,
i totally being a great pianist!
see the combination...
pianist with GREAT VOICE!
ignore it.
just a thing to show that i'm loving myself.

this make me rewind back to where i was 7?8years old.
that time,
i really been dreaming to become a singer or pianist.
really putting a lot of effort.
but,
now...
ashes...
can't find the little bit of it.
but still,
i love to sing and play hilarious song on my piano~
duh! this is what life about!
no one to push me and do whatever i like on my piano!
but, in other side,
i still want to learn and find my piano skill back.
it's been long time,
since i played the last piece of classical music.
STUPID!

one thing: MUSIC ROCKS!

ありえないつの!

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i had it ENOUGH!
my god!!
treat me like a slave like that...
excuse me,
i'm not your slave and i'm just a young girl who trying to finish her job in the TIME!
if you keep blaming the old girl who did that things and trying to make me do all over again..
GET A ANOTHER GIRL INSTEAD OF ME!
SERIOUSLY,
i like this job but can you don't make it become a nightmare to me?
i understand that job could be a tough things to do in everyone's life but could you just let me get very easy with it?
i don't blame you for loading a whole set of job onto me,
in the other hand,
thanks to you that i wouldn't have time to think another things beside this job.
BUT
could you just let me go home by 9?
i'm NOT okay with that...
i'm just a girl.
a very tiny little one and it's dangerous for me to stay late and walk myself alone to pick up my car...
even though there's someone protecting me but i'm not feeling secure.
i wouldn't say i must back home just right after…

Dear world

Tiring and very stressful here.
Everything in my eyes seems a little bit out of color.
Today,
I sat on the desk of reception.
Looking around and seeing people argue here and there.
HAiz...
People.
Human...
Just like animal in the jungle...
Haha...
laughing a lot there.
It so not very respect with the situation~
So bad..

Please forgive my poor english.
You know i CAN survive with this level of english.

...

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Raining stormy afterward...
Winds dashing everywhere...
SO whatever...
love this GIRL! go get them,girl!

H.E.L.P

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Life is just a time for you to do whatever you want.
But, it doesn't have to be WORK for whole life!
FRUSTRATED~
Anyway, life could be very easy and fun, if you were positive in everything. I mean EVERYTHING, include your husband/wife cheated on you, get a bull-shit mark on your test paper, your lover just went vanished or....etc. But, i'm happy here. ya, sometime get a little bit overreacted but it's ok.
gotta work hard and quick for better life!! I HATE WORK!