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easily upset

just found out me, easily upset...
haha~
listen to those gossip makes me can't trust someone else.
this is so BAD.
by the way,
i just enjoy my life right now.
very enjoying...
so,
please.
leave me alone when i need to be alone.
listen to my favourite music, seeing my love one, laugh to the animation,
singing to my favourite songs...
i like to be alone and don't like to be disturbed.
this is me.

you can say that,
i'm a coward little person but i just love the way i am.
i love the way who i am and the way i act.
kataomoi nante ne,
i still believe that "being alone is not equal to sadness."

fill in the blank

wondering what my life would be if i'm a boy?
haha.
maybe, coward?
or just nothing special?
or just OTAKU?

recently,
starting to fed up with my job.
but...
can't be stubborn or selfish or わがままだね
だって、新の車が来るでしょう?
だから、これからも、わがままなんて、だめです!
おお~

in love with MUSIC!

in love with charice-new world.
ffxiii? theme song~
fukui mai-san no yakusoku no baisho also good!!
but well,
love the meaning when it sang in english.

Lately,
i was thinking that maybe i'm suppose to be like that.
not that i reject the power of love but it just fear?
afraid to accept what is difference from me and maybe can't accept what is what.
oh god.
i think i lost my words.
well.
i can't say that i ready for love but i like to challenge it.
haha~
afraid of losing it but it worth to try.
at least, you know the hurt and makes me strong from it.
haha~
i'm not expecting HIM to give me anything but dude,
i'm gonna tell that,
i'm really in you and i AM NOT going to make a move if you're giving the signal to move on.
if you not,
i'm not too..
ahhhh~
just spoken of CHALLENGING...

just in love with the song~

leave my life ALONE!

not that i hate people calling here and there,
not that i hate people chatting with me,
BUT PLEASE!
when i need a time alone,
just GIVE IT!! YOU ASSHOLE MORON!!!! (forgive the rudeness...)

i will listen to you when you need me to listen.
i will do everything if that's going to make you feel better.
and i will talk to you when i need you to listen...
BUT please,
for the god's sake,
leave me alone when i WANT to be!!!

i admitted.
i drunk recently.
talk nonsense and calling for innocent people.
i don remember what i've been talking and what i've been promising.
i'm sorry about that.
if you think that i HAVE promise you things that's going to be very serious in your life,
please do be kind to recall my memories back.
not that:" just forget it."
WELL.
if this is what you want,
i take it as granted.
LIKE I CARE SO MUCH!

my dearest,
please can you leave me ALONE?