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hugs

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there's many type of hugging.
i like hugs.
it makes me feel that there's nothing to be afraid of.
when people hug me, my eyes will be like full of tons of tears.
it makes me feel like: i'm glad that you're still here and i can touch your warmth scene.
there's plenty type of hugging.
well,
there's buddy hug, polite hug, bear hug...etc.
FYI,
i get buddy hug EVERY TIME. ==
it remind me graduation day, our first ever fighting day, our first gathering...etc.
every single time of hugging it will totally break my wall and make my tears rolled.
i enjoy it.

BUT,
most of the hugging that i listed there,
i love back hugging!
well,
i don't get a back hugging from opposite sex yet.
still,
i like the feeling of back hugging.
safer, adorable, i'm needed...these hugging makes me feel that kind of feel.
maybe one day,  i will make my FUTURE bf do this!
he's totally need to do this!!

i enjoy hugging.
being hugged or hugging someone...
to me,
hugging means I LOVE YOU A…

Choosing?

i love GOD create people. because it's making my choice so much 'easier'~~ buying a present for myself its a traditional thing to me. to congratulate myself that i've lived safe and sound. for the past 22 years, i gifted myself things that i like most. but,  this year... it become difficult for me to buy that things for myself.
1. Kis-My-Ft2 6th single ( launched EXACTLY 13th FEB 2013!) 2. Bloodlines series-The Indigo Spell (ON SALE one day before my big day!)
BOTH cost about 100 above! well, it's not a big amount to me (FXCK ME!). but, buying two things together kinda tide to me recently. . . . . . . YOU KNOW what?! just screw them! I GET BOTH OF THEM!!!!

FengShui

Ahahahaha...
my cute and sweetest dad told me that i will met my one and only after my birthday.
Ahahahahaha...
recently,
just recently,
i found out that i attracted so much attention from male.
EVEN worst,
the male's mum want to make an arrangement between me and him!
i've never spoke to him more than 10 sentences!...NOPE...5 sentences!!
OMG lotsssss
but above that,
i still stick to my single life.
HEY!
i still don't want to meet someone BECAUSE it's ANNOYING!
you've to check-in with him about 5 minutes;
you've to follow him wherever he go BECAUSE you're worrying about others beehives...
AND most OF ALL!
you've to sent him a good night SMS and listen to him talking his day EVERY NIGHT!!

I did that before.
and it turned out it lasted for 2 weeks end with i get bored.
MUAHAHAHAHA.
DEVIL!
well, that's who i am~ *wink

CONCLUSION:
let it flow...let it go...
I DON'T CARE A SHIT FROM IT!

just a express from my deep heart.

First chapter in 2013

Okay.
let's start what i what to achieve this year.
the first and the mainly...
SLIM!!!!MODEL BODY!!!! SEXY AND HOT BODY!!!!
i can't imagine that i'll be a fat round girl in the next 2 years when i graduated from high school.
OMG lots...
eat, sleep, wake up, eat again, and sleep again...
GOSH!
this is a life of a pig!
in the bright side, i gain the weight that almost touch the average...(what do they call? whatever...)
but in the other side, can't accept what my body become.
i've always proud that i can wear any dress and show people my S shape...
now??
it's like a cupcake explosion!
i can't even buy my favorite dress!!
my new year's closet is full of T-shirts and hot pants...
T.T
what ashamed~
SO,
i've started to cut down the size of each meal,
started doing exercises,
no more sweets! no more potato chips!!(how i miss my potatoes...T.T)
and it turns out,
i'm getting slim from day to day!
OH YEAH!

Next!
SAVING MONEY!
look at me.
i can't even…